We are not what you think we are.
We are golden, we are golden!



going crazy trying to complete as much of my project as possible.
just printed cd cover and thats just the surface. the important ones are the videos.

damnnnnnnnnnnn.





...is it me or none of my classmates are online. :/

so socks and I were chatting about how our blogs doesnt last... well mine did.

thus I decided to blog about why I seems to be blogging so... frequently.


I like to edit the html, the process of editing a photo for my blog and simply browsing for themes online. And when I'm done, I'd prolly been on it for hours and I dont feel like blogging anymore. well, mission accomplished cause I just wanted to kill time. hee hee hee



feeling terribly hungry in the middle of the night and lets see, its 2:34am. nice timing. I shall find some food in my dreams. 
uh, I hope you see a post on my blog soon.


if not.. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!

UGLY.


the way my body dances, the way last year had been.
the way my thoughts flow, the way I handle my fears.
but if i had a thousand wishes, I'd go through these again
cause only then I'd treasure now what I never had at then.

ZAMAZING SONG. her voice is just zamazing.
yes, with the "z" infront of the word cause, i'm being damn random.

so, here you go.


its 4am in the morning. bout time I leave for dreamland.
lying in bed while I watch the videos and blog. nua much? hee hee

is very very very upset.

So close, so far.

reckon i should do some changes to the blog and post a decent entry.

however.


HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE!



feels weird to be back in my own room.
i'll post.. another time. it's only the start of the year.. *yawns*

I haven't been home much. so out of sync with blogging nowadays.
and now that I decided to post up a short post, I'm not at home either thus there's no photos to post up :(

Merry Christmas 2009 and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

how ackciting that the year is coming to an end. and that in 2009, so many terrible things happened. so many times was the heart broken and patched up again. glad that its forcefully stucked back together now and 2010's gonna bring a series of amazing things that's gonna happen!

how do I know? of course, you know it when you know, you know it. <-a line that my bf had been chanting to me.

just attended linna's wedding and she looked stunning. they got married in LA actually. so cool.
oh oh, i'm done with hitting the clubs for this year. its so freaking crowded and i only want to go mambo :D

alrighty, since there's no photos to upload I'm gonna try to do another post asap or else this post gonna get more random.
now, off to read dragon ball manga online. HEE HEE HEE. gouku is damn joke! and yes, i didnt have a decent childhood so I'm only reading it now.

You never stop loving someone, you simply learn to live without them.

Just so amazing how people can just go on without the person whom they once could not be apart from.
It's december again.

I miss a lot of things and so many people. I really do.
Esp when I love to paste photos from outings at my study desk, it constantly reminds me how we no longer gather together anymore.
either that or it reminds me that they have simply forgotten about my existence and still happily hanging out.
sad to say, facebook proves that right.

so much to do, so much to say.
time is being clocked up.
time is running out.

its a pleasant rainy day I shall sit by the window and read my Time Traveller's Wife book <3 ..yeah I've been busy, thus the slow progress..

there's so many things to blog about. but i've been procrastinating too long, till events piled up like mountain high.
got into the Developing Artistes Programme (DAP) so i have to clear 8 dance classes every week. yes, finally my turn. after watching two batches of Dapees graduate.
and i'm having the last semester in my poly.
and I work one day every week. (sad much?)



that pretty sums up what i do every week cause my days end around 10 to 11pm each day then it'll be my own personal time. weekends are for nua-ing but flexible to changes. HEE HEE.

my calf muscles are constantly tight and climbing uphill to class has never been a bother till recently. but it's so retarded to climb halfway and stone there just because the calf muscles cannot take it anymore so, *drags myself up*.



the legendary BK scrambled egg set
this is like my craving for the longest time ever. got to eat it cause i was staying over.
(i wont be able to get out of my bed if i wasnt..)

MAYBE BREAKFAST SHOULD END AT NOON INSTEAD!!





went to Chili's over the weekend. rachel i bring you there okay! they got fajitas.. need to wrap...
HAHAHAHA i'm just kidding.

reason why i'm in the mood to blog cause i think i cannot wake up once i sleep. need to work and dance later. i'm home on a tues afternoon cause i rushed home after school (even skipping lunch) just to be home in broad daylight. so weird. the lighting is..very different. =D

& that saying, I've been bombing you with loads of food photo, let me link to my face to irritate the shit out of you.


the fork was just for pose. I was helping out applying butter to food at bbq okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
maybe the fork was just for my own convenience.. maybe only.



here's part of the year 3s. and our beloved teacher who blended in nicely. ironman k. dont play play.



oh oh, and i need to get a hair cut. and i should dye my hair black. people have been telling me to stop living in self denial that it is black.
so, maybe I should do blue streaks. i'm just saying..

i love black hair.


..with blue/bleach streaks? hmm.